well, this week i found myself questioning what i want to do, where i want to live, how much longer i want to be in nyc...for the umpteenth time.

i sent an e-mail to my family and i received mixed replies. some said "you're in ny b/c that's where your heart is now", or "you'll know when the time is right". only one of my aunts replied with glee, "it'd be great to have you close to home!"

if i got paid a nickel for everytime i wondered about my job or living in nyc, i'd be rich.

and my job situation is also weird right now. i feel like i want to leave just because things have gotten a bit complicated at the office. then again, it's a great job and i get benefits. shizz. what to do?? i suppose i'll casually look for another gig or wait until an opportunity presents itself.